where have you been young lady?

i was just browsing various blogs when i decided to look at my own, noticed there was a comment from my friend john and realized i have absolutely no idea when he left it. the comment was word for word: "January? Your last post was in January? We need some new material Mags :)"

hmmm....that could have been written in february or yesterday. maybe it is time for a new post. yeah, mag, YA THINK? then i also realized when I'd read john's blog the other day, it had been so long that i couldn't even remember my username or password to leave a comment on his blog.

so that brings me here. after tons of fiddling around and resetting of mistaken account info and typing 15 of the passwords i normally use, i managed to get one to work and here i am typing away for the first time in....141 days exactly. Yes, I just did the math on my computer. wow, that's almost half a year!

so, how've y'all been?

when i was reading johns's blog the other day, i got to thinking about the "Blogger Blah's" myself. and I suppose thart's what I've had for the past 6 months, thus why I haven't written. well, that's one of the reasons anyway, in combination with many others i.e. a long apartment search, moving into a new apartment, struggling with depression and anxiety, and most recently being overseas for a trip back to land of pasties aka the UK.

so, yes, in case you haven't noticed, i don't have much of an excuse. blogging is hard to do when you are feeling blah. thankfully, i am now on the mend with the help from a little glorious bottle of celexa, a gorgeous new apartment, and the excitement of a career change beginning in the fall when i start graduate school, finally, after 18 months of deferring it due to our circumstances being forever changing.

i know you don't believe me, and i'm not even sure i believe myself, but i will TRY to write more soon must get back to work ;)